| playing | FFXIV, DMC, Bayonetta |
| Listening | The Mars Volta, Cemeteries, Silver Mt. Zion, FFXIV OST |
| Reading | Visions of V |
| Watching | Evil Dead |
being mentally ill + suicidal at a young age (before 18) is. strange, because you grow up with this idea that one day you’ll finally snap, turn off, be brave enough to kill yourself, so you don’t really plan for the future. adulthood- further life, it isn’t for you, nor do you feel included within the future of it. it isn’t.. it isn’t part of your life plan.
and then before you know it you’re 18 and you’re an adult but you never thought you’d get this far and sure it’s great that you’re still alive you guess but also. you feel so alone + lost in a world you never expected or planned to be a part of.
(Source: durianquotes)
Depression isn’t always at 3am, sometimes it hits you at 3pm when your with friends and you’re half way through a laugh and suddenly stop
Shout out to those who are having a hard time right now. This is only temporary.
(Source: dryyoureyes-startbelieving)
concept: me, 10 years from now, living in a pretty house with my love, sipping a hot cappuccino on a rainy autumn afternoon. our dog curls up next to me in the window bench while our cat snoozes on the bed. i’m financially stable and i’m never tired anymore. the bees are safe.